Courtney Love explained to The New York Daily News what happened the night she allegedly smashed windows at a friend’s home and was later arrested and hospitalized. Love says she kicked in the door to her ex-boyfriend and manager Jim Barber’s home because it’s her house. Love, who apparently owns the property, needed some of her stuff, and when no one answered the door, she broke in. She was arrested and released, she says, and then took some Xanax, for which she has a prescription. When she suddenly felt ill, she called 911 herself, then “sat in the emergency room for five hours and left,” Love says. “She’s fine” and apparently not going into rehab, says a friend.